Lost

I am in envy when I just heard my friend got a brand new DSLR camera. Well, that's not the story. The thing that I want to talk about is what we talked about after fiddling with his new gadget.

Our future. Whats in store for us after this? After the STPM exams and the question is where are we heading to create our life. To be comfortable and unresolved, never hesitating to wonder what are we up to at one particular moment in time. We don't think of it often but it still lingers in our mind. How is it possible to make our dreams come true when we are not even trying our best. Settling only for 'just enough'. Is this good? I don't think so. More like, I'm worthless or I don't give a shit about it. Why do we have this attitude draping our lives, not collaborating with better neurons in our brain to figure out the best way to succeed? "Aren't we all running", a song I like to listen to by 65 Days of Static. It doesn't have any lyrics but the mood and set of the song is much heavy and the title itself gives us a true question to ask ourselves. Why should we run? Shouldn't we face our fears and hurdles? Laziness dwindles in our bodies as it is a deadly sin brought on by demons polluting our minds through the new millennium's medias. We don't always get a second chance in life. So my advice is that we should do our best sincerely in whatever we do in life and always be grateful thanking God with what he has be-stow upon us.

p.s.

Good luck to my friends in the STPM trials.
Happy 52nd Merdeka day to Malaysia.
And congratulations to Zaid with his new Nikon D-60!

I love the "beach"!

"Pantai"...

I often use this word nowadays. Its more directed to girls. Translated to English, "pantai" is beach. People must be wondering why beach? Well, actually I'm trying to say BITCH, but this word is too harsh and inappropriate to be said out loud, although it merely bring the meaning of a female dog. Corresponding to its meaning and why it is use on women and girls is because, certain; not all, have the same characteristics as a female dog, or in other words, bitch. To be more precise, these women I'm talking about are offering themselves to be 'used' or pleasure their opposite or equal sexes without a conscience (selfthought). Throwing away their pride and water face just to please their sexual drives or 'hobbies'. This so very disheartening to listen to, I know, because I know some of these "pantai's" and I myself have encountered a few. To some it may be a blessing, especially to men who are sexually active or bored doing nothing, and out of no where here comes a nice 'chick' to please them, but to others, it is a disrespecting act and can only be looked in disgust. To me, I don't mind if you are sexually active, but in a boundary of a relationship or in secrecy, but if you're the type where you boast you're attributes and share it with the whole world or pass it around like some kind of prize or something, this is really not the right thing to do. I'm not sure why there are these kind of people but the fact the matter is that they exist and if you happen to meet them, do something about it. I know it would certainly be hard to actually even say anything, but at least try. For sure there will be oppositions to this idea, but at least think about it. Is it right to let men share your pussy?

p.s.
no offence to women,
this post is merely an opinion,
and it is also only about certain women,
I truly know that not all of the women are like this.
We have our respect.

Is it H1N1?

I fell sick,
I have flu,
I have cough,
I have headache,
I have bodyaches,
My whole body feels weak...
Is this the H1N1 virus attacking me?
I hope not...
I sure as hell want to live...

p.s.
I hate being sick,
although I don't often get ill,
but when I do,
its the motherload,
where evrythings comes at the same time...

Can two friends sleep together and still love each other in the morning?

I just finished watching a movie, 'When Harry Met Sally'.

Its a wonderful romantic comedy about two people being freinds for a long time and being afraid to have sex.
Soon, everything took a hard turn and things started to get serious,
feeling came up,
love in particular.
They loved and lived happily.



Here are some of my favourite parts~

Harry Burns: You realize of course that we could never be friends.
Sally Albright: Why not?
Harry Burns: What I'm saying is - and this is not a come-on in any way, shape or form - is that men and women can't be friends because the sex part always gets in the way.
Sally Albright: That's not true. I have a number of men friends and there is no sex involved.
Harry Burns: No you don't.
Sally Albright: Yes I do.
Harry Burns: No you don't.
Sally Albright: Yes I do.
Harry Burns: You only think you do.
Sally Albright: You say I'm having sex with these men without my knowledge?
Harry Burns: No, what I'm saying is they all WANT to have sex with you.
Sally Albright: They do not.
Harry Burns: Do too.
Sally Albright: They do not.
Harry Burns: Do too.
Sally Albright: How do you know?
Harry Burns: Because no man can be friends with a woman that he finds attractive. He always wants to have sex with her.
Sally Albright: So, you're saying that a man can be friends with a woman he finds unattractive?
Harry Burns: No. You pretty much want to nail 'em too.
Sally Albright: What if THEY don't want to have sex with YOU?
Harry Burns: Doesn't matter because the sex thing is already out there so the friendship is ultimately doomed and that is the end of the story.
Sally Albright: Well, I guess we're not going to be friends then.
Harry Burns: I guess not.
Sally Albright: That's too bad. You were the only person I knew in New York.

This movie really reminds me of someone...

Pre-L D

Tomorrow, tomorow, I will start my freakin' car license people..
be amazed, be very amazed,
for I am about to become a driver.
I'm already a rider,
but I long to be a driver.
Wait for my vroomvroom!

Fairytale...

I'm in love with a fairytale,
even though it hurts,
I don't care if I loose my mind,
I'm already cursed...

love hurts...
I hate cupid,
and aphrodite too!

Horn!

yay!
startin driving classes this Sunday~
can't wait,
kinda excited and bored at the same time..
haha!!
drivers and riders of the roads,
wait for my arrival!!!
iyaaahhh!!

I'm finally 18!

Yeah!

I'm finally 18 people!

well, act 18 years and 1 day already..

huhu!

easy come easy go~

Thaks to the people who have wished me,

and the presents,

really aprreciate them...

Love you guys!

p.s. remember my birthday, 23rd July~

First day of Leo!

Oooo! nice~

my birthday is comin up this Thursday~

I wonder what I'll get..

I think I know some..

probably a bath of some shitty concuction from my friends..

the a bath again, but in words from some other friends, because I did somthing wrong,

I guess its going to be a bumpy ride..

so I better brace myself!

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrgh!!!!!!!!!

STPM anyone?

Today I had a test at school and going to have some more in the days to come. But today, again I just realized that the freakin STPM, argh!! fuck!!! Its still sitting round that freakin' corner!!!

3 Months, 2 Weeks, 5 Days, 15 Hours, 3 Minutes, 21 seconds ad counting...