Lost

I am in envy when I just heard my friend got a brand new DSLR camera. Well, that's not the story. The thing that I want to talk about is what we talked about after fiddling with his new gadget.

Our future. Whats in store for us after this? After the STPM exams and the question is where are we heading to create our life. To be comfortable and unresolved, never hesitating to wonder what are we up to at one particular moment in time. We don't think of it often but it still lingers in our mind. How is it possible to make our dreams come true when we are not even trying our best. Settling only for 'just enough'. Is this good? I don't think so. More like, I'm worthless or I don't give a shit about it. Why do we have this attitude draping our lives, not collaborating with better neurons in our brain to figure out the best way to succeed? "Aren't we all running", a song I like to listen to by 65 Days of Static. It doesn't have any lyrics but the mood and set of the song is much heavy and the title itself gives us a true question to ask ourselves. Why should we run? Shouldn't we face our fears and hurdles? Laziness dwindles in our bodies as it is a deadly sin brought on by demons polluting our minds through the new millennium's medias. We don't always get a second chance in life. So my advice is that we should do our best sincerely in whatever we do in life and always be grateful thanking God with what he has be-stow upon us.

p.s.

Good luck to my friends in the STPM trials.
Happy 52nd Merdeka day to Malaysia.
And congratulations to Zaid with his new Nikon D-60!

I love the "beach"!

"Pantai"...

I often use this word nowadays. Its more directed to girls. Translated to English, "pantai" is beach. People must be wondering why beach? Well, actually I'm trying to say BITCH, but this word is too harsh and inappropriate to be said out loud, although it merely bring the meaning of a female dog. Corresponding to its meaning and why it is use on women and girls is because, certain; not all, have the same characteristics as a female dog, or in other words, bitch. To be more precise, these women I'm talking about are offering themselves to be 'used' or pleasure their opposite or equal sexes without a conscience (selfthought). Throwing away their pride and water face just to please their sexual drives or 'hobbies'. This so very disheartening to listen to, I know, because I know some of these "pantai's" and I myself have encountered a few. To some it may be a blessing, especially to men who are sexually active or bored doing nothing, and out of no where here comes a nice 'chick' to please them, but to others, it is a disrespecting act and can only be looked in disgust. To me, I don't mind if you are sexually active, but in a boundary of a relationship or in secrecy, but if you're the type where you boast you're attributes and share it with the whole world or pass it around like some kind of prize or something, this is really not the right thing to do. I'm not sure why there are these kind of people but the fact the matter is that they exist and if you happen to meet them, do something about it. I know it would certainly be hard to actually even say anything, but at least try. For sure there will be oppositions to this idea, but at least think about it. Is it right to let men share your pussy?

p.s.
no offence to women,
this post is merely an opinion,
and it is also only about certain women,
I truly know that not all of the women are like this.
We have our respect.

Is it H1N1?

I fell sick,
I have flu,
I have cough,
I have headache,
I have bodyaches,
My whole body feels weak...
Is this the H1N1 virus attacking me?
I hope not...
I sure as hell want to live...

p.s.
I hate being sick,
although I don't often get ill,
but when I do,
its the motherload,
where evrythings comes at the same time...